So here I am googling self help and I come across Daily Strength. I was left only one week ago. He was a drunken fool who hurt me physically a few times, but verbally hurt me so often, I don't know why I never left him to pick up the pieces. I am kicking myself now. I have so much to say to him, yet I know I cannot call him. He is not worth it people tell me. But something as simple as why the hell did you do it is what I want to know. I am angry at him, with myself,and somehow still madly in love with a person who is so nasty. My biggest reason for stopping in here was looking at some of your posts. I cannot believe the amount of people, male and female that have similar situations. I really believed in love, and I'll bet that you all did too. Where the hell do we go from here? How do you suddenly become independent? Where does the money come from to start the divorce process? How do you establish a new social circle? And more importantly, how do you focus on one moment at a time? My whole world swirls by me each minute, and my heart is broken in a million pieces. I hope you can offer something up that will make any part of this a little easier.
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