I just need to talk to someone, I am going through alot of emotions this week. my husband and I have been separated for 4 months now. He went to work in another state and decided to CALL me to tell me he wanted a divorce. I found out he went up there and started talking to a ex gf. Of course he blamed me, because I thought it was his job to work and provide his family with a home. He would quit a job for the craziest reason. He was lazy. Living next door to his parents didnt help us any, his mom thinks he does no wrong, at all. I have a 7 year old, not his biological child, but she has called him dad since I met him. She didnt see her real father till recently. Not only did my husband hurt me, he broke my daughters little heart. I found out yesterday that she has pictures of him and her that she doesnt want me to know about, she looks at them when she gets sad. He decided to come by saturday to fuss about his dog that I gave away. I was doing better til I saw him. That was the first time I had saw him since the phone call. He was being so rude to me, I think he likes for me to cry. The reasons he gives for wanting a divorce do not even make sense. It hurts so bad. This is the second time I have been through someone breaking my heart. After I found out he was seeing his ex gf, I started talking to my daughters father again, i think I jumped to quick into it, but I still do love her father. If he wouldnt of done me so wrong, we would of still been together. I am just really confused. sorry this is so long
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