Well It was another struggle today at work...hard to concentrate and the tears do not stop. Its hard when you lose the single most imporant person in the world. Then when you add the fact that sometimes It feels like I am losing everything. I have no furniture left...when we got married I gave all of mine away, I guess because hers was better. Kids are gone. And on top of that facing a lawsuit at work and facing the possibility of losing my professional license...not my doing, but a partners. And it just is unbearable. Thanks for listening.
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