Slowly I have realized that if my ex were to want me back that I would say no. I realize the actual type of person she is. I know I was not perfect. I accept part of the blame for causing tension. That I am at fault for. So now that I realize this why am I not happier. I still feel so heartbroken. I hate this ride. A couple of hours I am ok, then back down. I am constantly thinking about it, her , and what has happened. I know you can all relate.
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