I don't know what to do anymore, I feel like this emotion is about to hit an all time high. I just want to die right now. Everyone's talking about my ex and my 'best friend'. I was so close to both of them. I gave him my world, I was a good partner to him, I treated him well, did things I didn't want to do to keep him happy. And I've lost it, it's not getting any easier. Maybe my pregnancy hormones are making things worse, I don't know, but where do I turn? I can't carry on
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