We made it home for the holidays. We left yesterday, when my ex was saying good bye to the kids he started to cry ( I've never seen him cry ). I am feeling terrible and very guilty even though he has brought this on himself. He never had time for us, it was always about him. He treated us horribly (see profile )and now that I have set some serious boundaries, He is Mr. Nice guy and doesn't understand why I don't want to be friends. I'm finding the whole thing very confusing and I feel like I am doing something wrong...anyone else experienced this?
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