Last night was crazy for me. My husband came home in a rip roaring mood and I made it worse because I refuse to give him my Zanax which I use for my panic attacks that I get due to this whole mess I am in. Well last night he spit in my face, threw a remote control at me and started yelling he hated me and calling me the C work, you ladies now that word). So my daughters came running out of the bedroom and stood between us and told their dad to leave me alone. He had zero alcohol in him so that is not the excuse. I wanted to call the police, but I was scared and he also took a whole bottle of persciption pills and dumped them in his mouth and sais he would swallow them if I did. Thank god my girls were back in their room when this all transpired. So know I know I can get a PFA, but if I do he will kill himself. I know he is manic depressive and bipolar. So is this just those diseases talking or is it him.
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