Some of you ask about my trip to vegas and if I made it home. Yep I had a great trip. I had the man on the plane who set next to me say boy if I wasn't married I would give you my number. He and I just talked about marriage and life, it was really nice. Made me feel good. I got to spend a little time with a friend and got a sweet kiss. Man I miss kissing. And cuddling. Oh well, hopefully someday not to long. I had a great trip. I did a lot of reflecting upon myself and the many things I want to improve on, I want to be more. I know I have it in me to be amazing, to find the things that bring me joy and that I can bring to others. I actually had a good talk with my husband. I just told him I was sorry for not recognizing the times I hurt him and that I really never intentionally wanted to hurt him. That I missed coming home from somewhere and not having my husband pick me up or be here to see me. It was wonderful to walk in the door and have 8 teenage boys yell Mama Lyn and give me big hugs and 5 girls and especially my three daughters. Also one grandson, so I got the market on hugs today. So much love it made me feel great.