All I get is "I don't know"... I am so in love and have always been. I always felt so blessed and lucky to have met this man of my dreams. My whole world is crashing and I feel like I am dying. How can he just want out. How can he go on like nothing has happened. I keep thinking I can't possibly cry any more and then I'm driving, or at work, or cooking and all of a sudden it hits me. I mean did he ever love me? Was it just my fantasy? I thought we would grow old together. I had so many plans for our future. Now I feel lost, devasted, crushed, and just plain stupid. How could I not see this coming? I thought he loved me too, I never thought he'd ever want to end things. I just don't know if I'll make it through this in one piece.
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