I need reminders of why it's stupid to call your ex and start trying to ask them to come back. I've been so good all week; no emails, no phone calls, then got an email Friday from him, mostly business: Hi, hope you're OK, let's still be friends, when can I return this chair you lent me?.....it's NOT an invite "back", and I know that, but I so want to hook myself in and call and try to "talk"....which (had we ever really been able to do before we broke up!!!) will just lead to shame on my part and the feeling of being hounded for him. I don't want to be a "clinger" but this is so freaking tough to not do when you're hurting!!!!!!!
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