I've been thinking a lot that I can never get married again. Not passing judgement on any one who's been married more than twice but I just don't think I could ever do it again. Not only will the next time be my third marriage, I now think about what if it didn't work? It would be my third ex-husband! How do I ever trust again? How do I ever let my kids get close to another man again? I am so disappointed in my husband. I trusted him after a really bad experience with my first and he knew this and still chose to break my heart. How do I recover, how can I ever have a healthy relationship ever again? I will always be waiting for the other shoe to drop. I love being married and the thought of family with both parents raising the kids and he has taken that from me and my children. I hate to keep having this pity party but I'm fairly young and just think about what if...what about the next man...how do I ever get close to anyone? How do I move forward and allow myself to heal then love again?
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