I don't know what to do anymore. My wife left me 2 years ago after a 7 year marriage. Her 'best friend' filed for divorce from his wife about 2 weeks later. I found out the 2 of them were sleeping together the day before my divorce court appearance from my daughter who said "Peter slept over last night." I was already emotionally/financially/mentally shattered and this just made it worse. I lost my house, my job and ended up living at my parents house. When I see my wife, I have absolutely no feeling for her, but in the moments when I am alone, I think about her and him and it makes me sick/sad/angry/stupid, etc... Its like my brain knows that I don't want her but my heart doesn't. I spend most of my time distracting myself so that I don't think about it. The worst part is feeling that she is going through none of this and that our long relationship meant so little to her that dealing with being without me was easiest thing in the world. I just want to stop thinking about her.
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