I am divorced for almost a year now and trying to get my life back in order. After being married for 30 years it took me a while to face the fact that he doesn't want me anymore, and stopped blaming myself for his actions. I started dating again, and so far - no good. I even thought I found someone to be with for the rest of my life. Even though I felt I was being as honest as possible (I was embarrassed) about the looney family that's around (long story) and put up with this bullshit until I move away. He got upset about my family situation here, and has stopped communicating with me. I feel this was mean as yes my family and their opinions are important to me, but even though they make me think I make the final decision. I wasn't given this opportunity so want to start dating again. The problem is I'M SCARED! My heart can't take be broken again.
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