I was just wondering if anyone feels like I do? I'm so scared! Even though I wish and pray so hard for 2008 to be better than this crappy year what if it doesn't pan out well? Why do I miss my ex? Why do I get jealous when he is talking to my daughter about the play "RENT" that he went to probably with the OW? (in 30 years he never took me to one). Why when I saw him today he was dressed up to go out to dinner? Why can't I go on and forget him? I know in my heart that it's over but, why can't I get over it? What's wrong with me?
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