I can't just accept that 12 years of my life are just disappearing before me. Yes, I hold onto the fact that I (we) have a wonderful 9 year old son. However, I never in my wildest dreams ever imagined my husband wanting to leave me or walking out of our marriage. Why did it take him leaving for me to wake up and smell the coffee! I've been a nag! Hindsight is certainly 20/20 and I did not offer support and encouragement or appreciation to him. Does that mean that I deep down don't want to be with him? Does that mean that I can't change my ways and do better in the future? Last night, he said "How do we know we wouldn't end up right back here at this place if we "worked" on it?" Ok, this is my pity party today.
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