So its coming up to 1 year since things got too ugly to stay. 1 year since I packed everthing up, only taking what was fair so he had no reason to contact me. One year since I gave up the life I thought we were going to spend together because he wasnt the erson I married the year before. I have no motivation to do anything. I feel like Ive accomplished nothing in that year. I hope he is doing worse than I am. I hate him for all he put me through. And yet, I still... think of him. I think of the times we spent together. How happy we were sometimes. And then like someone turning off a light, it all changed. Any advise on what to do for this anniversary? I have tickets to a comedy club with some friends. but I dont want to go. I dont want to do anything. I just want to drink at home and be miserable...why is this all so hard??
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