I had been doing fairly well with no contact with the EX take time for me. I have been going to counseling, hoping to feel better. I had posted the thing about being weak..Against better advice I had been thinking that maybe if I work on me and my issues that maybe a reconcilation would happen. We had 15 years together. I love him crazy. Sadly I believed he loved me too, after all he texts & calls saying how much he loves me & wants us to be together, even agreed to attend counseling with me when the counselor felt it was right. Then POW, I find out that he had invited another woman to come see him in the town where he is working. Then called me telling me I have no right to be hurt or upset, that we are just dating, we hadn't even spoke in 4 days. I in some ways think I am being selfish, yet then again I thought we were working for the common goal, the reconcilation. I am shattered! I now know or feel like I have just been a game to him. It's so easy for him to just treat me like I have no feelings and should be ok with whatever..I dunno, I am so messed up in my head right now I just cry. What is the point really?
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