Every so often I will have moments of clarity and realize how messed up I really am. I have no concept of time and dont seem to understand consequences of not doing things. I have days where it will be late night before I realize I haven't eaten all day. I just went almost 2 weeks without showering. Sometimes I wear the same clothes several days in a row. I know I can do better but seem to need prompting to do even the most basic things or I wont do it. I wish I had more moments where I feel such shame or some kind of system to keep me on track. I dont want help from an outsider and won't give up my independence.
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