sometimes i just feel really tired and weak sad and down...then somthing comes along and bam im up and ready to go but it shouldnt be like that i should have myself trained to be ready at all times its not my injury thats making me down weak tired,its my own mental discipline.no i dont feel good im tired..none of that,its inmy head...im going on three years this year why am i still counting how long its been ive been hurt bad before why do i obsess over this,its just something that happened christ went thru something much worster and he didnt complain his whole life knowing the pain that was coming...i should follow in his example be strong courageous...and never show any doubt in what it is that i feel and believe..or just buck up and be a man...i should talk to a psychologists..but i dont know if that would really help, but no i should still go...
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