I FEEL LIKE I'M LOSING IT. ONE MINUTE I FEEL HAPPY BUT THEN AT A SNAP OF THE FINGER I STRATE TO CRY. I GET ANGRY WITH MYSELF BECAUSE OF IT. I CAN ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW TO SAY SOME WORDS, OR SPELL THEM OR DATES. WHEN I HAVE TO HAVE HELP I GET UPSET BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A CHILD NOT A MOTHER OR GRANDMOTHER. I FEEL SO ALONE. I WON'T THINGS TO GO BACK BEFORE LIKE THE WRECK.
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