if they want you to do something....they all work together, to make sure it gets done. where you have no choice to do anything?theyve done this plenty of times to me.its jus that before it seemed as something natural i guess just a routine of my day or life....but the smarter i keep getting the more i see things and understand things...i will say that i notice a little to much now i have to much distrust for everything..im not sure this is a good thing,i see and notice to much, though i may be wrong about some im not about most.I do know though that everyone else doesnt really like this, since everyone just goes aong with the flow.you know.just put a front to be liked and fit in with the crowd..though iam starting to see that maybe itd be smart, to do just as. because if you have a whole empire against you, you will succumb. i don't know.i love life, and when i just deal with myself. my studies my working out and on my own there is no problems....just when theres interactions with other people, i dont like that i understand how people are now and that i use to be one of them when i was fine..which i am starting to believe there is nothing wrong with me...everyone isnt a bodybuilder or a fighter.everyone isnt a genius.im stronger than most people.i educate people...something ive never done before...well i didnt go to college before but i just started its just the fact that i want knowledge....im knowledge hungry..i dont know....maybe i just want to be so smart to show people who the real idiot is and who is really an idiot enough to be manipulated....i love to see that people get intimatated to look me in the eyes,when i look at them....since before they didnt even see a person pretty much just an object...though i do love that there is so much knowledge in books and i can obtain that knowledge by reading...something i didnt know was there before,well right now ya,since they cant tell me to do something since i am an adult now(i believe only legally.i am a man, ill say, but not a grown man.)and they believe they are doing best by making me do what they believe is right...i am no longer(or ill try to fight it)going to tell people my business they well see actions and that is it...people are insecure and envy will make them want to attack against you...so ehhhh....
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