My name is Mike. im 21 years old and i was hit by a car when i was 18. i was going to penn state main at the time. i now live at home and i dont work or go to school yet. im hoping to go to some college maybe next year. im depressed and anxious most of the time and i never know what to do. i do exercises all the time trying to make my body better hoping that some day ill be back to my athletic self. the injury made all my muscles tight and my balance is off so i can not play any sports anymore. i cant run, although i still try and will keep trying till i can. i went to a psych ward 3 weeks ago and i was there for a week. i crashed my car in a suicide attempt. i never wanted to commit suicide but its hard sometimes. haha well i guess its hard all the time. the psych ward put me on 2 different meds at the same time. im taking effexor and remeron now. im told they take a while till they work to their full potential. i dont really know what i need to help me. im new to this site and i guess i just need to talk. anyone else who feels like they are so depressed but they have it set in their mind that they wont even consider committing suicide and u want to talk please talk to me. i hate this. its 620 AM now and ive been up since 3AM so im gonna try to go to sleep again now. i hope to see messages or friends when i wake up. i hope i can actually fall asleep
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