I have tears in my eyes right now. A few months ago I stopped believing in God. I felt like a terrible person for it. Since then I have started believing again but in a different way. I still can't pray though. I feel like God is disappointed in me for not believing in him. I haven't been to church in a while because of my job. I am having major problems in my marriage because my husband suffers from prescription drug addiction and I suffer from depression. I just want to be happy but I keep standing in my own way. So my prayer right now is "God move me out the way and take the lead of my life. Please."
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