Hi Everyone ... I'm new to this group, but am hoping to connect with others with BPD. I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder about ten years ago, but have NEVER felt stable enough to have a "life". I now KNOW that I am being improperly treated and that I am dealing with BPD...I just KNOW. I feel I'm a lost soul in this world, that I don't belong, I don't connect with ANYONE, have zero friends, feel so 'different', have no interests, have switched 'careers' about fifty times, have no sense of direction blah, blah, blah. Now I don't know where to turn. I don't have a therapist and don't know where to find one that I don't have to wait years for. I'm scared and don't know how to survive this. Anyway, just thought I'd vent and introduce myself. Thanks for listening :-)
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