I am new to this site, and I was wondering if anybody here wanted to be my friend. I find it so hard to make friends with the BPD. Nobody wants to be my friend, they all brush me off and hate me, everybody. How do you make friends on here? I am on Emsam patches & Thorazine for BPD. Does anybody else here take that? I don't know what to say but I wanted to introduce myself to the group. I am 32 years old, and I felt like I never fit in. School was HELL on Earth for me; I was tormented & humiliated beyond belief!! I survived sort of, but I didn't graduate college. The BPD got too severe for me to be in social situations. Every boyfriend I've ever had has hurt me so bad, that corobborates with the BPD me seeing everything in "black OR white" no greys. Well anyways I just wanted to introduce myself. Thanks for reading.
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