I was just wondering is persistently feeling alone part of having BPD? I feel alone in a crowded room, even if surrounded by people who love me. It is a crushing deep-rooted unbearable loneliness. It weighs on me, especially at night when I cannot sleep or just before sleep. I know I tend to push people away and then am lonely because of it but why am I also lonely when I am not really alone? I mean sure I am alone in my room right now but I have family, friends, and a fiance who love me. I am not technically alone in life but every day of this life I feel utterly alone. Anyone else feel this way?
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