I am still very depressed. My fiance (now ex fiance) left me 7 weeks ago after I got confirmed that I have retinitis pigmentosa. We were so in love, met 8 months ago and got engaged within two and a half months. We both said we were soul matched in everyway. She knew a couple who knew me and said that we would match. One week later she was with some of my other friends and said that I would match with her. She was shocked it was the same guy that two seperate people were describing. Next week we met and within a few months fell in love. Confirmation along the way that we were meant to be. I told her about the possibility of retinitis pigmentosa as doctors were monitoring me. She said that she loved me and would be with me no matter what. It would not stop her from having children with me. Every month I was checking her and she asured me that she was going to marry me. Four days after a true confirmation that I had the disease, she left me. I still can't get over her and deal with the thought of going blind. I am devistated. So happy and then extremely sad. The worst feeling ever in my life. Lost a mother to cancer but this is worst. I am 37 and she 28. She does not even want to talk to me now "I'm moving on and I need my space". F***, how can I move on? Her birthday is coming up in a week, do I acknowledge it? I don't know how I will ever trust and find love again.
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