Hi I'm new to this website. My right eye is blind and my left eye vision is low due to retinal degeneration. I've been like this since birth though I'm very depressed about it especially when outside my house. It's really hard to recognize faces and I can't approach someone unless they talk to me because I'm afraid that I might be approaching a wrong person. Right now I'm jobless and applying for a clerical type of work. I've been unemployed for more than week now, I'm anxious that I might not able to work freely in an office due to my situation and people might judge me. On my previous experience I trying to work on a scanner and the fonts are really snall so I've had a very hard time, then there was another enployee (higher than me) who's making this groans and fraustrated looks that gave me an impression that he is thinking that I should not be an employee there. Now I'm looking for a clerical work like an administrative assistant. I'm afraid that I'll experience this again and I might not be able to do the job properly once I get hired. I really want to have a stable job and be more confident about myself. Please give me an advise about this as I'm losing all the motivation and I don't want to be a shut in (NEET) for a very long time.
going to try propranolol. I have tremors and anxiety and so hopefully this will help.I pick it up in a little while and just reviewed some of the side effects that I might expect.Anybody who has experience with this I would appreciate input! peace!https://www.healthline.com/health/propranolol-oral-tablet
Today, it's been a year since Rubes' death. I'm not doing so well. I miss her all the time and I've fallen into bad habits that I know she'd nag me for. I have to do better, sometimes it's just really hard. I miss her humour and encouragement. Saying a prayer that she's at peace.