I'm a bisexual and I want to "come out" but idk. I'm dating a guy right now but we dated off and on and I love him but only as a brother and nothing more then that. I like this other guy who is 2 years older then me and he is so sweet but he is one of my sisters friends (he is 20 and will turn 21 the day before my 19 birthday) I want to be with him and we will be going to college together next year but there is the whole sister thing and we have only talked about how i feel about him once and that was when I told him that I liked him. He was cool about it and didn't freak out thank God. So Idk what is going on there. I told kind of hinted at my sexuallity to my grandparents but they just blew it off and with "my faith" (I use to be Roman Catholic but idk any more) my sexuallity is taboo and frowned at. I don't want to lose my family or any of my friends if I "come out" but Idk what to do anymore. I like girls and I like guys but it is also taboo and you are known as an outcast at my school if you say you are gay or bi. This is just upsetting my and I really feel like a guy trapped in a girls body. People have told my that if I cut my hair or put it up in a hat that i look like a guy and I like that fact but then again I don't want to be outcast at school, church, and in my own home. I really need feedback on this from people who know where I'm coming from.
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