Ok so my second ex nika has been wanting to get back with me ever since we broke up. Well i ended up getting another girlfriend named bre. the hwole time me and bre went out nika stayed single. well me and bre just broke up a couple weeks ago and im still madly in love with her. its an odd situation. she is still in love with me and stuff but she doesn't wanna be together. yet we're always kissing and holding each other. so i tryed to move on and decided to give nika another chance but mostly because i was trying to move on from bre because it was tearing me up. well i thought about it and i really dont wanna be with nika and i still have feelings for bre and its terrible to go out with someone to help you get over someone else. that using them. so when i told bre about us going back out she was crushed. then the next day after thinking about everything i broke up with nika before it got to out of hand. but we'e still cool. now im going to see bre this weekend and she cant wait for me to get over there and i cant either because i get to just lay there with her and kiss her and stuff. i mean in a way it seems like bre wants to get back together some time but maybe she is just scared right now or something. but im not sre if i should go ahead and really try to move on from bre and then not be able to hold her or kiss her and get with someone else and hope that it feels right...or wait a little longer for bre and see what becomes of it? i dont know.
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