i'm 41 and happily married. unfortunately i have recently developed feelings for a 60yr old widowed friend who is unaware of my past. i have always liked women and had a couple of casual encounters when i was single but'put it away' when i got married as i didn't want to be unfaithful. my wish is to be honest with my friend but i dont want jeopardise our friendship. i dont think i even want a sexual relationship with her as i would feel disloyal, i'm more hoping to clear the air so i can move on honestly cause i feel so shifty as if i'm lying to her whenever we're together. any advice on this would be appreciated. new to this web posting stuff so please bare with me.
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