I used to think I was bisexual. But for a while now I haven't been so sure. I broke up with my boyfriend about a week ago for other reasons, but after it was over I realized it never felt quite right. I'm beginning to realize I don't have a physical attraction to men. There's like, a mental and emotional attraction, and I'm so used to thinking about men romantically that I'm not sure if it's habit or actual feelings anymore. I just really don't know...if this means I'm lesbian? I've known forever that I like girls. I mean...since I was around 4 years old. But I've never really had a crush on a girl. I've had crushes on boys since I was around the same age. For some reason there's a division between attraction and romance for me.There's definately physical attraction to women. I just can't even stomach the idea of sex with a man. I grimace at the very thought, whereas there's none of that negativity toward women. But I just have to wonder, why have I always thought of males romantically and never physically, and females the other way around? What does this make me??
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