Im in love with my best friend. It really hurts alot and I dont know if she feels the same, I dont even know if she knows I feel like this. She tells me she loves me more than anyone!, and says like how I have her heart and stuff like that(corny I know)and how she doesnt know what she would do without me and she says she means it. We play around alot, and alot of ppl think we are lesbian but she always says shes straight but, when its just us together it just doesn seem like it. We still play around but it seems more serious now.I dont know if she even knows I feel like this. I tell her how beautiful her eyes are and how much I love her and she usually says that she loves me alot to. The way I act towards her she would have to be blind not to relise it, yet she continues to lead me on but always claims she straight even after I told her I had a girlfriend it really hurt her and I asked her why and she said because that would mean everything I said to her about how much I loved her was a lie, I didnt mean to hurt her I really didnt i just wanted answers. She admitted today she would marry me(if we were older) just because guys are a** holes and because she loves me... but I still dont understand she always says she straight? please what should I do, its so obvious i love her yet she continues to lead me on and I dont know if shes serious or not and it hurts so much. please help I need advice
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