Hey everyone, Ive been dealing with my bisexuality in secret for awhile. I just dont think I can take being judged and criticized right now, especially by close friends and family. I have a very close friend who I have dated with on and off. We've stopped dating due to an argument senior year and ever since hes been in the airforce, contact has been minimal. He has never known I was bisexual, but i am sure he suspected it. I know his attitudes toward it(his family is super religious). He never brought it up to me though. Well just recently his aunt called me to get me to go to different events with the family. He is very close to her. He tells her everything. She doesnt get along with everyone but for some reason she starts telling me stuff that she hasnt told alot of people. Then she then tells me that he asks about me all time and that he wants he to look out for me. He would talk to her about me alot. Anyway, im bisexual on the inside but i dont act on my attraction for females. but its a struggle because I get paranoid that everytime I look at a female, people think that im checking them out. I dont want the family to find out, but it makes me nervous. They hate homosexuals. If I tell him, I think I have a better chance. I am still in love with this dude and it and it must mean something if i am getting close to his family. Even if i dont act on the the bisexuality, the attraction is always going to be there. Thats what people dont seem to understand.
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