well i have been bi for a long time now and i have had two girlfriends. after the relationships ending up not so good i decided from here on if i ever meet a girl its going to be an only friends with benefits deal. but the question is, am i scared of having another relationship with a girl or am i just in love with the fact of being in love with a girl? i know i still am attracted to girls, but i am married and of course my husband knows and he is ok with it, because we have good communication with each other. he is the one who knew i liked girls but i never knew how to go about it. but sometimes it always comes up as a double standard that i can have a gf and he can't, and then it makes me feel uncomfortable about myself. i also try to keep it quiet because i have 2 kids and my daughter is almost 10 and she is really smart and i can't handle that yet. plus she knows all about gays and bisexuals.i just feel so confused. i don't know is i should just give up and just keep my feelings hidden.
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