I am married to my husband of 12 years who I love very much, but our relationship does have its issues to be sure. I am also bisexual and knew this before I married. I have been with women since I have been married (with his knowledge and permission) but not for 3 or 4 years. I haven't thought too much about being with a woman since the last time. The last woman I was with, was also my best friend, who I later found had been sleeping with my husband behind my back for 8 months. I found out that she was sleeping with me to get to him. I was hurt and rejected for a really long time. And to be honest (this is weird for me to say) sex with him has never been the same. I met a woman recently who made me rethink everything thats happened and about what I want out of a relationship and more and more, I find myself wanting a woman's touch. My husband and I have a 7 year old son together and I'm not unhappy per se but I am craving a woman, I think about it, dream about it and I am lost and confused.
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