Nearly two months ago, I hated started dating close female friend of mine. It was my first major relationship--my first relationship ever, really--and I fell hard. I thought I was in love, so I felt absolutely comfortable whenb things became intimate. She held my heart and trust in her hands and I never thought she would break either one of them--until I found out she had cheated on me. After a huge fight, she told me that we were better off as friends, though I knew we'd never be friends again. Although I was quite stung by being dumped, I quickly realized I was not in love with her and had simply given into the first person who seemed to have feelings for me. More wise and also wary, I was naturally cautious when a male friend of mine expressed interest in me. It was very confusing because A) I was beginning to think I was no longer attracted to men and B) I thought he was gay. After gentling telling him that I wasn't ready, I found that he was creeping into my thoughts and heart and that I was indeed falling for him, in a much different, much more mature way. However, ever since then all he talks about is other guys. This leaves me puzzled: if he just said he wanted me, why does he tell me about them? Is he trying to make me jealous or does he not want me to feel awkward. Or does he not want me at all? Please, if you have any advice for this confused bisexual, help a girl out!
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