I'm pretty confused about myself. I'm very open-minded and accepting.. let me get that out in the open first. Since I was a very little girl I've been attracted to guys. When I was about 13 I realized that I also thought girls were attractive. I thought maybe this was just some irrational adolescent phase, so I pushed it to the back of my mind as much as I could. Then when I was 19 I was sexually assaulted by a male relative, and it was while I was in mental recovery from that incident that it dawned on me that I was bisexual, and that was one of the reasons I was hurting so much. Since then, I've not suppressed my feelings of bisexuality. I've told my mom and my friends. My dad has no idea.. He would blow it out of proportion and turn it into this huge deal.. like he does EVERYTHING else.. And I don't want that, nor do I think I could deal with that. However, here lately (I'm 22 now) I've been questioning my bisexuality some.. I've only ever made out with or had sex with guys. I've never kissed or had sex with a woman before. Now some of this has to do with my environment because I'm from a small, conservative town. But I've been wondering lately, if I really am bisexual or not. I hate vaginal stimulation/sex. I prefer anal stimulation/sex and clit and nipple stimulation. I like cuddling and hugging and making out.. When I watch porn I'm not turned on at all by guys, it always has to be girls.. This all makes me so confused. I honestly do not know who I am sexually. And at this point in my life that's somewhat frustrating. In real life, I'm attracted to guys and girls on about a 2 to 1 ratio respectively.. So, what do you think? Any ideas of who I am sexually? Any help?
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