I am a 33 year old bisexual woman that is not currently in a same sex relationship. I have a boyfriend and I love him, but I still crave the touch and the intimacy that only a woman can provide. The thing is that the person I crave is my best friend, who describes herself as "bicurious". She's acknowledged that she has feelings for me that are more than friendly, but she has never acted on them. We talked about it several times but decided not to do anything because of our religious faith and because she was getting married. I hoped that eventually my feelings would go away but here it is a year later and I'm just as in love with her as I was on day one. She admits that she has feelings for me as well, but doesn't want to hurt her husband. I love this woman and don't want to loose her friendship but it is becoming increasingly hard to supress my feelings. My question is, how do I get this woman out of my system? I think about her all the time and find myself wondering "what if". Although I know we would be awesome together, that's not possible, so I need to move on. I just can't seem to cut off my feelings for her. Please help!! Has anyone been in a situation like this before? How did you deal with it and move on? I don't want to loose my friend.
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