I don't think I like this side of myself very much... I am hostile, angry, verbal, horny (well, that's not bad) but all over the board today, and don't give a rats ass what I say or do... what in the hell is wrong with me??? I'm serious here... I can't even begin to describe how awful I am today... while funny in some ways, I think I should be shot, drawn and quartered and locked in a deep dark cell to rot until I can behave like a decent woman should.... and I have to sit here, in my corner looking out at at the sky, keep my mouth shut, and just "be good" because there's nothing else I can do and keep my job, spouse, house, truck, motorcycle.... and now we're not supposed to be swearing so guess that's out too.............
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