Thanks for the quick replies! Someone asked what kinds of meds I'm on....Seroquel and Cymbalta. I really appreciate all of the comments...I had a really bad day today and was close to checking myself in but I don't know what that would do besides put my problems on hold for a few days! It's difficult to feel different than other people. Just curious about one more thing. Do any of you have a really bad memory? I don't know if that's just me or if that comes with the illness too...come to think of it, sometimes I wonder if all my problems come from bp! It's just odd because things happen and I usually forget that they did! Just as an example, my bad trigger today was one of my friends being upset at me and she said she's been upset for two months and I know that in general we have had some rough times but I don't really remember what happened! Sometimes I think that since I am able to dissociate so easily so that things dont bother me really deeply that I forget them easier. Again, I don't know if this makes much sense but I would just really love to know if anyone else struggles with this....thank you guys so much I think this site is going to be really good for me and I hope I can help you all out too
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