I wanty to go back to work but I have this extreme fear that the mania will come back again. I'm afraid to live life because of this prison of fear that keeps me down. I do not want to put myself in any situation that may trigger me or cause stress. I do not understand why I feel this way since i've been on meds. I just do not want to go through hell again. Sure, mania is fabulous but its not worth the pain that comes with it. Anyone else went through this? If you have then how did you get over it? Please give me some advice. Thanks a whole bunch... lots of love my friends!
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