I guess I should have stopped at 6 like I did last week because now I'm stressed and depressed. I was even thinking of trying to work the whole eight hours but my brain just sort of stopped working. The weekend went so well. I thought for sure I was getting better and then, bam, its back. I guess I'll try to go to bed early and maybe things will be better tomorrow. At least I have a tdoc appt. Those usually cheer me up a little. I'm working so hard on AA but the desire to self-medicate has returned. Fortunately there's no alcohol or xanax in the house. I'd also be embarrassed if the kids saw me drinking after knowing I've been going to AA. If it weren't for them I probably would just give in.
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