thank you everyone for your insightful input. i went to work yesterday AND today! Hallelujah i believe i hear angels singing!!!!! You know what it wasnt all that bad either. 2 good days in a row----unbelievable. Of course the rest of the week will probably suck. anyways guys. i did alot of thinking and im gonna hang on to my job for now. i am gonna go apply for financial aide at the community college just for the hell of it. if i get in then i will go down to part time and if that doesnt work then i will just go to school. i realize i will have good days and bad days. All in the same week too! this is the first time in my life i have tried to get help for my bp. so i hope that now if i can get my illness somewhat under control i can find peace in the workplace. love ya'll thank you again
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