I am just curious about something. I for the last 15 years have been really successful and believe I am good at what I do for a living. My problem is that I can never really enjoy any job and find myself getting bored really quickly if it doesn't bring something exciting and new daily. I hate doing anything repetitive and find myself switching jobs every two years just because I get bored and can't stand getting up and going to work I dread it. I even had my dream job and it was amazing but got tired of it after only ten months and resigned to do something totally unique and different. I hate to have to work and find it a depressing experience daily and nothing at work is really that bad. No job is ever good enough and I just want to stay home and do nothing the rest of my life. Every day to me has to have something new and spontaneous or I feel I get depressed. Does anyone else have this or am I just a really outgoing person who likes new things all the time. I just am never content with anything I almost have to be doing something all the time different.
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