Hey all I am new. Was dxd a year ago but only found this site yesterday. I am so confused now ..been on Lithium for over a year but my level was 0.46 recently. I have been doing ok but the last 3-4 mo ths I am a wreck. I am working fulltime but I am soo irretable ..hanging up phones arguing with coworkes..I am sooo tence when I leave work just want to get home and have soo much wine.! I surf on the internet to try to make my work place better and have all sorts of ideas...well then I pass out at around 8-9 a clock and wake up at 2-3 am and cant sleep( somethimes dosent sleep at all and then hear my alarm clock ringning in my ear at at work) hmm...I do admit to drinking every day maybe thats why....but I am freaked I usually dont display any temper unless I am manic ( at work) I dont feel manic is it the alchohol... I am soo confused..
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