Lately I have felt overwhelmed and slightly detached from things.i am going thru a few things right now and being already broken it is easy to fall pray to darkness and the inability to function completely.I am often confused and just muddling thru trying to make it.The littlest things DESTROY me.I am not sleeping well.The hubby is having to miss time from work b/c he doesn't want to leave me home alone and i am just trying to make it.I do not know why I posted this I guess just to ask that you think happy thoughts for me if you can and a prayer or two wouldn't hurt.I am trying to get thru this w/o going in patient.It is not so easy.I think I am so overwhelmed that my mind is going to just quit.Does anyone ever feel this way?I also feel guilty b/c my family is going thru this too....yet again.It makes me feel like a loser that I cannot deal with my own life and shit.
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