So I'm sitting here going on day 10 of little to no sleep. I find my self pondering why me? I had such high hopes for my self as a kid. I wanted to be a doctor! Who knew that I would end up having to rely on a doctor to help me to function on a daily basis. Lifes ironic isn't it! Well at leaset I fugured out that I was bp at 15. I couldn't imagine living like this and not know why you feel this way. So I ask my self why do I have bp and not that kid who didn't give a crap? I may just be rambling but it just keeps going through my head why me? How do you make sence of this in your head?
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