Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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I hate this BP crap! Up one minute, down the next 200 days, WTF? I am soo sick of feeling like I want to die! At this point right now, it's worse, I know that I am close to getting committed, but what in my right mind will keep me from there>????? Ya know what, NOTHING...and that is what pisses me off.
So If I'm gonna be condemed to that Veterans Hospital again, I'm going in there with a bunch of new scars and a bunch of pills in my stupid system!
I HATE THIS LIFE; WHAT IS THE POINT ANYWAY? HATE IT
So If I'm gonna be condemed to that Veterans Hospital again, I'm going in there with a bunch of new scars and a bunch of pills in my stupid system!
I HATE THIS LIFE; WHAT IS THE POINT ANYWAY? HATE IT
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Also, we have a place to go that someone is always here ~that I have found~ for support.
We are not alone anymore.
It really sucks, but the good news is, everyone here has it, too.
So we understand how you feel.
Taking meds is not wonderful, either, but if you work at it, you will likely find something that helps even your moods out, although not altogether.
Even when on meds, you'll still have some episodes of depression and mania once in a while, but not so often, and not so intense.
Also, the risk of self-harm and suicide is significantly lower if you take meds.
You and those around you will be safer and calmer.
I resisted for a long time, but once I've found something that actually helps, I am glad I'm on them. Otherwise, I would be dead or locked up, too.
You may need hospitalization to help you get a balance again, and that's OK...a lot of us have been there, done that, too.
we all understand how you feel. and i know it sucks to be in the hospital, but sometimes you just have to go untill the feeling past. and maybe get some new meds while in there.
please be ok. we all care.