It feels so weird when your life isn't in chaos anymore. My life has always been full of ups and down. I got out of a behavioral health hospital a month ago and I have been on my meds now from a month. It seem like everything is going as it should. I have been stable and there hasn't been any problems. I am worried that I wont be able to handle it when things start to go bad. I am just waiting for that episode though. It feels like everything is going too good for a change, and I know that I will become depressed of manic again. I feel like I am just waiting for it to happen. I am scared that I wont see it coming and loose it like I used to. What are the signs that one is about to slip? and how do you distinguish from an episode or plain life hardships?
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